Not me

Dry those tears i cried, my eyes don't see,

I find i'm lost, i've changed again.

Things changed again and i can't hide my state of mind from myself,

As this place inside me feels the same, i still can't numb the pain.

I stggle with my mind, unsure,

I'm sure again, i know that's not like me.

No, that's not like me though i think i'm feeling fine,

No peace could set me free, i'm lost, I'm blind again.

I could need more time,

To figure out just how i'm felling deep inside myself again.

If i could only know my mind, i would not need to change.

Perception only lies to me, so i still need to struggle with my mind.

Did you notice me now i'm lost again?

I'm not me again; I'm not me.

So you know i'll never give out, give up this life.

I will be who i've never been, just not me.